It is now 4:30 in the morning and am happily catching up on work and life. It is not only a late night of thinking about other families, but my own. It has already been an interesting week with many emotions to deal with, but today (right now in this very moment) I can honestly and completely say that I am happy. Happy to have the beginnings of my own family, happy to be in love with the kindest man I know, and happy to have the support of my incredible family. New Zealand has been very good to me.